October 2, 2010. Our first Walk to Remember. It was a beautiful ceremony, but very emotional.
That's Shawn with the boys' balloons.
It was raining, which fit the mood perfectly. It was a surreal moment for me. I just kept thinking, "I shouldn't be here. I should be 29 weeks pregnant, huge and at home relaxing." But, I had to come back to reality.
It's been just over 7 weeks since we lost Bryston and Colton. And you know, the bad days don't seem to be as often. I mean, I think about them literally every second of every day...but I'm not breaking down in hysterical tears every day now. Ever since the walk though, I just feel like I'm walking around on auto pilot. I can't seem to shake this feeling. This sadness is just so deep within.
Here is a picture of the balloon release. This was one of the most emotional moments for everyone there.
Bryston and Colton, Mommy loves you and misses you so much, it hurts. I would give anything to feel your little kicks again. To hold you again. To kiss you again.
It's been just over 7 weeks since we lost Bryston and Colton. And you know, the bad days don't seem to be as often. I mean, I think about them literally every second of every day...but I'm not breaking down in hysterical tears every day now. Ever since the walk though, I just feel like I'm walking around on auto pilot. I can't seem to shake this feeling. This sadness is just so deep within.
Here is a picture of the balloon release. This was one of the most emotional moments for everyone there.
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Bryston and Colton, Mommy loves you and misses you so much, it hurts. I would give anything to feel your little kicks again. To hold you again. To kiss you again.
I am glad that you attended. The balloon release is so beautiful and so sad at the same time. My prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you were able to participate in a walk.
ReplyDeleteThank you both ♥ It was a beautiful ceremony, but there were definitely many tears being shed that day...
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